So not exactly having the best week of my life and most certainly not feeling overally happy or stress free, so in an attempt to help calm and uplift my mood, I have been getting up early to try and help prepare for the day ahead. Last night Hubby and I planned on taking the little boy for a walk before work. The alarm went off at 6:30am and Hubby opted for more sleep in lieu of going (slacker!!) but I got up and happily took my little baby angel for walkies.
In all honesty, with how I am feeling, I wanted to just keep walking and walking, Forrest Gump style, I actually felt a little sad when I was heading back to the house. I know this is ridiculous, I know that life is what you make it and way too short to be down and I have a lot to be thankful for (and believe me I am!!). Unfortunately in some instances there are times where you sadly have to endure total BS and negative situations until the right time/opportunity comes along to enable you to rid yourself of a toxic environments/people or whatever is troubling you may be.
I am also a firm believer in owning "your stuff" because as soon as you own it and give into your feelings, the sooner you can move on from it - so I am owning it and giving into it 100%. Hopefully this cloud will pass in the very near future. xx
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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Chin up Siany I love you!!
ReplyDeletePs Monty I love you too!
ReplyDeleteAwe thanks Settie...I'll be ok, things are already looking up!! ;) xx
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