Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Day 177 - Walkies

My little Monty certainly knows how to walk with a spring in his step.

So not exactly having the best week of my life and most certainly not feeling overally happy or stress free, so in an attempt to help calm and uplift my mood, I have been getting up early to try and help prepare for the day ahead. Last night Hubby and I planned on taking the little boy for a walk before work. The alarm went off at 6:30am and Hubby opted for more sleep in lieu of going (slacker!!) but I got up and happily took my little baby angel for walkies.

In all honesty, with how I am feeling, I wanted to just keep walking and walking, Forrest Gump style, I actually felt a little sad when I was heading back to the house. I know this is ridiculous, I know that life is what you make it and way too short to be down and I have a lot to be thankful for (and believe me I am!!). Unfortunately in some instances there are times where you sadly have to endure total BS and negative situations until the right time/opportunity comes along to enable you to rid yourself of a toxic environments/people or whatever is troubling you may be.

I am also a firm believer in owning "your stuff" because as soon as you own it and give into your feelings, the sooner you can move on from it - so I am owning it and giving into it 100%. Hopefully this cloud will pass in the very near future. xx

Monty, I love you.

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